I don't want to jinx it but maybe writing is coming back to me. Maybe it was letting the idea sit with me and brew for a while before finally pushing myself to take the plunge and start writing. I decided that instead of deleting everything I write, I have to commit. I have to decide to stick with it instead of turing my back on ever sentence. I may not love it but I'm writing a big story. It's not all going to come out polish and perfect on the first try. Chances are not much of this version is going to survive in the end, but the point is that there is something happening. Something is being put on paper and that was the hardest part. Now that I am in it, I think I can keep going. Just taking it piece by piece and slowly it will form something that will be the basis for a great game.